Will this constant state of nostalgia ever detach itself from me?

Detoxifying and freeing.

I fear it will only worsen from here

He will remember what it was like to sit in a classroom,

learning a subject entirely unconnected to Him,

won’t even count.

He will remember the late night pulling into the driveway

after a rendezvous with our friends.

And He’ll remember what it was like to love.

I fear he will not leave, only gather the ammunition he needs to make my heart bleed each time I hear that song.

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— A.M. Sención

10.04.2024